I am in between.

Eu quero chorar do nada. Ou eu sei porque mas não consigo explicar. Desculpa. Amor. Desculpa. 

Eu não consigo deixar o todo passado assim e seguir pela frente. Eu sei que coisas escritas aqui, tu nunca vai ler. Provavelmente eu também não quero que tu leia o que sinto. Porque nada mudaria. 

Eu sempre achava que sabia o que queria pra mim. Mas não é assim. Talvez eu nunca saiba. 

Estou trancada no meio do meu passado e do futuro. 

I am in between. 

relationships

Sometimes it's funny to look at those pics on my own fb. 

Those guys i've been with. all i can remember is how much happiness they have brought me. 

I just run from a relationship to another. I love too much I think. just like some people, they love too little.

Tanto tempo depois

Can't remember when it was the last time I wrote blog. Several years ago, it was such a popular thing that everyone used to have at least one blog. So did I. Today I logged in that blog website, however, everything I wrote was gone. It is empty except my name there. 

I never thought this would happen one day. I always think some things I leave in some unnoticeable place, they will always be there. Nobody would take it since it's not worthy anyways, for some people, maybe even for me. But now when they're gone, I realize I still care. It's part of memory. It's priceless. If they were still there, I could read them, refresh my memory of old days but now no way back any more. It's kinda sad actually.

I think that's it for today. I probably will write more tomorrow if I think of it.